A loooong time... since I wrote last time. The reason is; there's nothing special happened to me after that. To be honest life has now become that kinda every-day-life. There's no more moments of joy when everything is SO new and unusual. Right now I really want to live here and life is so good and normal!
But my life has changed a little bit 'cause the football ended last Friday. I have to say that I really enjoyed football and enjoyed even more when the season went on. But now it's also really nice to have a little break from sports and gain some weight... in my muscles ;)) ! It was kinda sensitive moment when I checked a score board in our last game and it showed "0:00" Then I knew, there's nothing to do, it was over. N0t my life but my career as a football legend. I can say that I was the best Finnish player in our team. I was happy and sad after all was over. Then one of our coaches came to me hugged me and said "It was great to have u here, thanks!" I smiled and thought "What a nice man". But then, when nobody expected it, it came slowly like in slow-motion-movie, deep from lungs: "Football is definitely NOT your sport." My answer was "Thanks!" I was speechless. I know that I wasn't so good at football but who in f*ck can come to me and say that after all. Answer is our coach. But that's alright, I didn't cry, I took it by humor as always. But anyways I don't definitely love that man. Because of the thing that I just said and I'm straight.
It's really weird to come home straight from school and having no practice after school. Now I have so much downtime that I don't even know what to do. :---D It's so funny that when u don't have downtime u might think during a practice: "Right now I could play guitar and Xbox, doing Facebook hanging out with friends." But when u get that time to do all that, u don't even want to do that whole the time. But don't get me wrong. I'm not sitting alone in our house and getting bored. It's impossible in this family. And it's all good. :--) I have to enjoy these 2-3 weeks that I have before basketball starts.
Nowadays I come home, make my homework if any and then do all the things I enjoy. Like guitar playing, Xbox, watching movies and TV, talking with my host family and reading ald Gothic stories from our English book. Guess what of those is not a thing I do? ( :
My future. It looks AWESOME!! My swedish brother (Daniel who was in this same family last year) is coming to visit here on Friday and will stay to Wednesday. :--) I really wait seeing him. And ofc I can tell some gay jokes from Swedish men. I will say to u how many jokes I got back to me about Finnish men with alcohol problems..
Also I'm getting NEW HAIR tomorrow! ((: Don't know yet what kind of, but I will put a photo tomorrow. :)
take care
Sami
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